Bittersweet feeling

As i continue ranting on my relatives for not knowing what right from wrong . I mean, on paper everything is very simple but when it comes to our family - nothing ever is ! There are jealousy when it should be support, lack of sympathy , emotions and empathy between certain people and its all directed to me because i have been travel the world . I mean , you would think they would ask how it was but after went on a world tour nobody wondered how its was . The envy in their eyes has now appear and the bittersweet feeling of not longer being on top . Especially for one of my aunt and it must suck . That her niece that is sick get get everything that SHE want !